cancelled everything i just said, like the five or so messages i composed and didn't manage to send.
read quite a few/some articles online just now, and they really make me feel super inspired.
i want to lead my own life. working/studying, with or without him. seriously, i think this whole experience was a lesson from God.
to make me learn, and all. and now i've really learnt a lot of things that i've never known. like how to trust someone, how to be independent, how not to be obsessive, and just let things be.
i'm learning still, i am.
i don't want to regret anything, cause i've always been a person who says 'i don't have any regrets.' though i do think that a lot of things could have been done differently.
ima give it one last shot. one last one. God help me please?. <3 .
and..... i miss a lot of things, and yet i don't miss a lot of other things.
i think i know what to say now.
off to shit. need some relaxing therapy. and shitting makes me feel goooooooood. (: HAHA. sounds sick. but it is relaxing.
perhaps back to edit!
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