X'mas

Fort Siloso today with A and his ship people. felt damn awkward when we first reached, cause a) not many of them brought other people along, and b) the others who went along were 'titled' like 'wife', 'kid one' and 'kid two', etc.

second awkward thing was the group photo moments. shan't elaborate on that; no idea how to either.

then came the Amazing Race thing. my face was like = (o.o) to (>.>) to (<.<) to (-.-).

cause firstly, i'm really not the kind of girl who'll be super enthu in such games, cause sometimes i really don't see a point, plus there's the whole 'i don't know anybody here' issue, and the 'wha sian the sun is fucking hot!!!!!' thing, and main point = i don't do running. not much of it anyway.

but surprisingly enough, it was quite okay; enjoyable even. the exhibitions were really interesting, plus his ship people are all quite nice, though it was on the serious side, with all the 'Sir, blablabla' here and 'Sir, blablabla' there. Plus, it was fun to spend time with A and see another side of him?

photos!

Cyn and i after work (IT Fair).









with Joey





no idea why it was so damn dark!

wha lao not fair does anyone have good jobs to recommend? i swear i'm a hard worker!!!!!

Christmas is coming! what the hell am i going to do tomorrow/on the day itself? club/go out w friends/spend with family/ A?

next year's Christmas shall be a good one!



xoxo
last christmas, i gave you my heart.

ps: i'm glad that you're still keeping it.

bad night last night, but i'm glad things are all good now.

sentosa/ fort siloso tomorrow with B.

i swear, photos up v v v v v soon!


edited:

Johanna

hey

3:14amChristopher

yo

haha

3:15amJohanna

not good

3:16amChristopher

wads not good?

3:16amJohanna

am stuck in london

3:17amChristopher

ahh...

but london is good!..

lol.

3:17amJohanna

got mugged at gun point

3:18amChristopher

O.o

serious?

omg.

3:18amJohanna

all cash credit card and cell phone was stolen off me

am freaked out

3:19amChristopher

wth..

faster go make a police report ba.

u need any help?

3:19amJohanna

yes

ineed your help

my flight leaves in few hours

3:21amChristopher

uh huh..

den how can i help?

:/

3:21amJohanna

my return flight leaves in fewhours

and i have problem settling the hotel bills

thankGod i still have my life and passport

3:23amChristopher

hmm

how much is the hotel bill?

the prob is my bank no money..

3:23amJohanna

$570

3:23amChristopher

i can sms some of our classmates tho..

i went shopping today u see.

anybody u want me to contact?

3:24amJohanna

how much can you spare me at the moment

3:24amChristopher

$200.. :/

3:25amJohanna

do you know any western union outlet

3:25amChristopher

no..

but seriously wanna help

u need me to contact anybody or not?.

3:26amJohanna

you are my only hope

3:27amChristopher

but i dunno any western union outlets...

3:27amJohanna

do you have a credit card

3:28amChristopher

nope..

tats why i ask if u need me to contact anymore

3:29amJohanna

you can do it online

3:29amChristopher

hmm

how?

3:29amJohanna

with a credit card

3:30amChristopher

hmmm.. i dun have a credit card... -.-

3:30amJohanna

you can search for an outlet through google

3:30amChristopher

okok.

will do it now.

3:30amJohanna

kk

3:32amChristopher

wad time is ur flight coming back?

3:33amJohanna

as soon as i settle the bill i head to the airport

3:34amChristopher

icic..

3:34amJohanna

approximately 3 hours

3:35amChristopher

ok

how do i trnasfer to u?

3:36amJohanna

do you know any western union outlet nearby

3:36amChristopher

nope.

:/

and no buses availble..

wad should i do now?

3:38amChristopher

is $600 enough?

3:38amJohanna

eh chris

that wasn't me

3:39amChristopher

LOL

kk

3:39amJohanna

seriously

3:39amChristopher

good.. u're online..

3:39amJohanna

i think my fb got hacked into omg.

3:39amChristopher

u kinda hacked.

ya.

the person was trying to scam money luh

3:39amJohanna

YA

3:39amChristopher

he say.. u at london kinda mugged

3:39amJohanna

ya i read that

omg

3:39amChristopher

at first belive.

3:39amJohanna

then bh called me to tell me

3:39amChristopher

ya..

i kinda smart k?

haha

k la.

i think u change pass.

i was stalling time actually..

yup

3:40amJohanna

LOL. thank you chrissss

hahaha

3:40amChristopher

npnp..

(:

niites.. haha

3:41amJohanna

hahaha okay :D

3:42amJohanna

wha lao the person rly sound damn annoying

3:43amChristopher

lol..

yar.. so desprate riites?

3:43amJohanna

YA. plus nv even say pls or ty

siao if bh never call me

3:43amChristopher

lol.. say no credit card le.. den still ask me go outlet..

3:43amJohanna

i think people rly will think i'm a scammer

3:43amChristopher

lol.. was abt to play wif him but u log in le..

YAR!.. thats why i called bh..

someone fucking hacked my facebook!!!!! and talked to jerome and christopher, and i think mabel they all.

only just knew about it when Binghui gave me a call at 3.30 AM in the morning to ask me where i am. (read the contents)

Mabel called me from taiwan too, to ask me where i am.

would be quite pissed off if i weren't so amused, and kinda touched that people are actually willing to help me in a way. but still, a tad more than annoyed. >.>

imagine if Christoper or someone actually believed that person lah! and it's not a virus. it was an actual person, cause the things that they say are different, and not those automated responses.

fuck you, facebook hacker. fuck you truly madly deeply. i changed my password already! YOU WANT YOU GUESS LOR!!!!!

HAHAHAHA. okay shut up. childish.

have to meet A at an unearthly hour tomorrow morning/later AND I AM STILL AWAKE!

okay goodnight.


xx

beyond belief.

you've really disappointed me again. congratulations.

if you're gonna continue treating me like this then forget this relationship. i don't deserve anything close to this kind of treatment no matter how many times i've flared up at you.

your actions contradict your words, and i'm not the only one who's being selfish.

my reason was for self protection. what was yours?

after everything, and still all the blame is shoved to me. you blame me for your change, so should i blame you for mine?

fuck that so called one year anniversary. you've really made this heart colder than it has ever been.

yay it fair tomorrow. gonna work and chiong like mad! hopefully i'll earn lots of $ cause i've got debts to settle and bills to pay.

fuck it. my handphone bill arrived and it amounted to a total of $200 ++. doesn't sound like much, but it's damn annoying cause it's not even my own fault.

made sure i didn't exceed much of the messages plus i monitored my outgoing call minutes. the reason why my bill is this high is cause of the GPRS usage. fuck it i swear.

the Bb was a little hard to understand initially, what with the wifi browser and the gprs browser. took quite a while to get the hang of it and realize that i have to shut off the thingy. FUCK i swear. the data usage alone got my bill racked up to that amount.

lucky i went and got the data service plan enabled to double ensure that at least if i use gprs accidentally then i won't have to pay as much, cause it caps at $39.90 i think?

dad should be quite angry already. but what the fuck is a Bb for if i don't use internet?!i really shouldn't be blamed that much; it was an honest mistake.

but fucking expensive luh. yeah to some people it mightn't be much, but to me now it's a lot.

(hahahaha i sound so damn spoiled. but it's true, and i know i am quite spoiled in some ways. but i'm working hard to break that habit!)

anyway, i've got to have an early night; long day tomorrow! all the best to meeeeee!

goodnight world.


xoxo
survivor

Virgin attempt.

this is me attempting to blog via my bb.



Ps: I hate reading about/seeing couples break up.

Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld

"coming back to you"

B's retarded beyond belief but aw damn it's amusing and kinda endearing in a lot of ways. like when i get mad, just a smile and some spastic movements can get me to forget my anger just like that.

anyway, he's back!!!!! and it sucks cause we're not gonna be able to spend much time together this year (what's left of it), and the next.

already got his Christmas present(s) in mind (WHERE'S MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT YOU ASSHOLE?! hahahaha), but it's not gonna be very expensive due to the fact that i'm quite broke. ))))):

what i would give to be rich.....! *laments wistfully* the things i can buy.....

alright, shall go get down to some DIY-ing. stripped crop top coming right up. easy peasy lemon squeezy. just a few snips and a little something something with my sewing machine = TADA.

no need to waste money to get one of those retailing, though i'd bet the workmanship will be so much better! oh well.

ooh yeah! i don't think i'll be eating very much for this period of time, due to the fact that there always seems to be something swimming around in my food.

found hair in my ban mian earlier, and when i cooked noodles just now, i found two little insects in them. SMLJ?!?!?!?!?!

fuck my life, i swear.

kk bye.


xoxo

torn.

shitload of photos to update this photo-less space with, but i really can't be bothered to.

so many decisions to make, so little time.

it really sucks when you can't count on the person you love to give you support and encouragement without going on and on and giving useless criticism. but it ain't his fault; i'm a hopeless case to begin with.

moolah come to me please!

working this weekend at the IT fair at suntec. people who need laptops get your asses down and buy from me; i'll be your friend forever.

kay, gotta start racking my brains out. i promise photos up soon, whoever's reading this.



bye

xoxo
but that don't bother me.

ps: what hurts the most.