"left right left right"
i have a problem. i impulse shop a lot. as proven by today's trip to Daiso, i really can't quite control my spending and i end up with loads of question marks when i get home and really look at what i bought.
Yutong was kind enough to accompany me for an impromptu trip there, and he was the one pushing the trolley as i walked in front and kept tossing stuff into the cart. dinner at the food court after, and i can't help feeling scammed though it was only cai fan.
super tired!!!!! have to sleep early tonight, that's for sure. ended up sleeping at 6am. dratttttttttt.
okay shall go have some shut eye. photos up real soon. (:
xoxo
ps: too bad, cause you're one of the ones who'll never look at me.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
wake up call
"decisions are so hard to make."
on the phone with Cyn now, and it's only 1:57am. drat it allllllll.
body aching, i think i'm aging at quite a fast rate, AND I'M HUNGRY AGAIN! fuck this. i can feel my face rounding out even further, my tummy bulging and my thighs expanding..... fuckkkkkkkk.
exercise more! i wanna go swimming soon, anyone?
school tomorrow, hafta sleep soon.
it's funny how things have come full circle. but why now, out of all times? it's hard, it really is hard. whyyyyyyy? and why this way manzx.
i think i repeat things too much. -..-
i sound boring manszxzx. i need to have fun weekends to keep me from feeling like going out during the weekdays.
need to do my brows, it's like a garden up there i swearrrrrrrr. and i hate my fringe now. like cui cui one. ):
Cyn isn't listening to me ): LOL
and i think girls gossip a lot about guys, and i luv looking at pretty girls. hehe.
kay bedtime! goodnight.
xoxo
what now, baby?
ps: i need time to sort everything out.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
heart constricting, and there's a sour feeling deep inside of me.
shut up and swallow it; don't fall. don't fall.
edited:
John: eh wait awhile can?
Me: why?
John: i want to go pom pom. can?
Me: okay lor i wait for you.
John: no i talk to you when i pom pom.
Me: how?!
John: 2009 modern technology loudspeaker!!!!!
Me: LOL
Me: (reading my love horoscope out loud) John: Then?
Me: (reading)
John: Then?
Me: (reading)
John: Then?
Me: finish liao lor.
John: wow.. i don't understand a single shit.
LOL and he act yi ge understand with all the then thens.....
that guy is an absolute idiot. swear. but i still luv him anyway! <3 Mr Asshole! (as friends luhhh ah duhhhhhh)
oh ya! CLICK ON THE NUFFNANG AD PLEASE!!!!! >>>>>>>>> thank youuuuuuu who ever clicks on it! :D
okayeeeee time to sleep. stupid john is mimicking people and their accents. HAHA and making weird sounds.
shut up and swallow it; don't fall. don't fall.
edited:
John: eh wait awhile can?
Me: why?
John: i want to go pom pom. can?
Me: okay lor i wait for you.
John: no i talk to you when i pom pom.
Me: how?!
John: 2009 modern technology loudspeaker!!!!!
Me: LOL
Me: (reading my love horoscope out loud) John: Then?
Me: (reading)
John: Then?
Me: (reading)
John: Then?
Me: finish liao lor.
John: wow.. i don't understand a single shit.
LOL and he act yi ge understand with all the then thens.....
that guy is an absolute idiot. swear. but i still luv him anyway! <3 Mr Asshole! (as friends luhhh ah duhhhhhh)
oh ya! CLICK ON THE NUFFNANG AD PLEASE!!!!! >>>>>>>>> thank youuuuuuu who ever clicks on it! :D
okayeeeee time to sleep. stupid john is mimicking people and their accents. HAHA and making weird sounds.
who's the one i'm supposed to be there for?
back home. omg i've no idea why my hands are trembling. -.- headache too, slight one. oh nooooooooo.
went to class today! and made some new friends! or rather, talked to new classmates. hahaaaaaa and class is actually fun! -..- and i kept talking a lot. like what iza said. and kept giving comments -..-
talked about drugs and tobacco and alcohol and all kinds of addictions. hmm pretty good though. the teacher is cute too! female of course!
and i think it has really become a habit to blog eh. like everytime i touch the computer. hahahaha.
so many things i wanna buy.....! have to restock on falsies, and i wanna buy Cyn's super powered eyelash glue..... andddddddddd a lot luh.
meeting Bec later. yay! to eat fries. okay i have a headache. WHY??!?!?! and i'm hungry again. wtfh.
okay go off already. need to rest asap. hehe :D
xoxo
and i love what you do,
don't you know that you're toxic?
ps: see you around. and i've got it all straightened out. like my thoughts! self-sufficiency is the best.
went to class today! and made some new friends! or rather, talked to new classmates. hahaaaaaa and class is actually fun! -..- and i kept talking a lot. like what iza said. and kept giving comments -..-
talked about drugs and tobacco and alcohol and all kinds of addictions. hmm pretty good though. the teacher is cute too! female of course!
and i think it has really become a habit to blog eh. like everytime i touch the computer. hahahaha.
so many things i wanna buy.....! have to restock on falsies, and i wanna buy Cyn's super powered eyelash glue..... andddddddddd a lot luh.
meeting Bec later. yay! to eat fries. okay i have a headache. WHY??!?!?! and i'm hungry again. wtfh.
okay go off already. need to rest asap. hehe :D
xoxo
and i love what you do,
don't you know that you're toxic?
ps: see you around. and i've got it all straightened out. like my thoughts! self-sufficiency is the best.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
pay attention to my words
"no more than your heart"
just reached home and i think my mind is more tired than anything else. fuck this i tell you. fuck this.
that fucking Jackie bluff me and say that one submarine $200+ then i really went to believe him when it's only $20 plus. _l_ i sound like some suaku now.
Ruixiang says that the adult world is like that. if it really is, then i don't wanna be a part of it. a world where nothing really matters except the night and where the moments really are what they are; just moments.
when the sun rises, everything is different. save for a few. it fucking sucks.
superficiality and yet it's fun. i mean, seriously it doesn't mean that you can't just have fun right. but it's damn ironic the way you can feel super attractive one moment and fucking ugly the next. i don't think anyone gets it.
i really shouldn't do this anymore.
even looking at the people doing whatever around me..... and i wonder how real it all is, like that really can develop real relationship meh? then what's the point? sex? -.- ya maybe.
but no, not gonna be like that. cause someone told me, i'm the one who controls my own life. cliche but true. and ima make the right decisions.
cause i'm not that kinda girl. i am not. and i'm never gonna be like that. NA.
still, fun though.
maybe partying this friday. and plans during the weekend. have to fucking go down to boat quay mac to settle stuff. fucked up. just give me a broom and dustpan i help you clear your shit. HAHA. but okay i'm not gonna complain further since the person in question is nice.
fuck blabbering. school tomorrow. i like school. (:
kay byebye earthlingggggggs! or whoever's reading.
xoxo
once bitten twice shy
ps: i'm not a girl who thinks a guy is the answer; i'm just tired of being alone.
edited:
OH YA I REDYED MY HAIR WITH CYN TODAY! AND FUCK IT ALL NO DIFFERENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >=[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[ actually have but still quite dark. it's supposed to be 'intense light ash blonde' or something like that. so hopefully it'll lighten with every wash since it's supposed to be ash. knn!
just reached home and i think my mind is more tired than anything else. fuck this i tell you. fuck this.
that fucking Jackie bluff me and say that one submarine $200+ then i really went to believe him when it's only $20 plus. _l_ i sound like some suaku now.
Ruixiang says that the adult world is like that. if it really is, then i don't wanna be a part of it. a world where nothing really matters except the night and where the moments really are what they are; just moments.
when the sun rises, everything is different. save for a few. it fucking sucks.
superficiality and yet it's fun. i mean, seriously it doesn't mean that you can't just have fun right. but it's damn ironic the way you can feel super attractive one moment and fucking ugly the next. i don't think anyone gets it.
i really shouldn't do this anymore.
even looking at the people doing whatever around me..... and i wonder how real it all is, like that really can develop real relationship meh? then what's the point? sex? -.- ya maybe.
but no, not gonna be like that. cause someone told me, i'm the one who controls my own life. cliche but true. and ima make the right decisions.
cause i'm not that kinda girl. i am not. and i'm never gonna be like that. NA.
still, fun though.
maybe partying this friday. and plans during the weekend. have to fucking go down to boat quay mac to settle stuff. fucked up. just give me a broom and dustpan i help you clear your shit. HAHA. but okay i'm not gonna complain further since the person in question is nice.
fuck blabbering. school tomorrow. i like school. (:
kay byebye earthlingggggggs! or whoever's reading.
xoxo
once bitten twice shy
ps: i'm not a girl who thinks a guy is the answer; i'm just tired of being alone.
edited:
OH YA I REDYED MY HAIR WITH CYN TODAY! AND FUCK IT ALL NO DIFFERENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >=[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[ actually have but still quite dark. it's supposed to be 'intense light ash blonde' or something like that. so hopefully it'll lighten with every wash since it's supposed to be ash. knn!
Monday, October 19, 2009
no more, no less
"you've to touch my heart"
some photos up. damn tired i swear!!!!! whole body aching like mad especially my thighs cause of the heels -..- super lousy.
oh yeah most of these pictures are stolen from fb. lost my memory card/forgot where i put it. fucking irritating i swear!!!!!
Joline and me at her house waiting for Cyn, Ruixiang and Jackie those idiots to wake up and get ready.
alot more, but they're at fb.
at raining bar.
Ruixiang! and Sylvester in the background. (ballum?????!!)
some of the people we were with. (Sylvester, Jonathan, Ruxiang, Weijian, Victoria, Cyn, Joline, and two other people i can't remember the names of.><)
ending off with this! Ruixiang + Jackie = Love.
HAHA CLASSIC. idiots i swear. keep calling each other BANG BANG. -.-
wha lao i'm hungry again, and this isn't good. keep eating at weird timings for the foods loaded with the most fats/calories. omg.
school today! was slightly late and paid the uncle in coins, as usual. LOL seriously i wonder when i'll be loaded.
fuck i hate superficiality. and yet it somehow intrigues me and makes me wanna analyze that whole scene. dangerous though. dangerous.
it's hard, this whole thing. it's like i should know better than to sink in it but..... interesting luh!
go figure.
okay school tomorrow. byebye
xoxo
true to your faith.
edited
"for a guy like you/ it's dangerous"
just got back home after a tiring day of school. HAHAHA. decided to stack my posts up TWO INTO ONE! hahahahaha
went for impromptu zi char with Binghui, Andy and Edwin Choo. the kangkong is super delicious!
school was ..... nothing much. i think i'm fine being alone though it's nice having people to talk with. IZA YOU DIDN'T COME SCHOOL! ):
and the first thing that happened when i walked into class yesterday was "who's that girl?" LOL from some guy whose name i can't quite remember.
damn irritating only. heard that there are assignments coming up. crap lor i tell you ):
tired like..... some kind of..... and my head hurts too. no idea why i'm rambling on like that.
sudden mood swing feeling coming crapz i swear.
i hate having words that i can't say trapped somewhere just cause it's not possible for me to say em or cause i don't know how to. and that's rare. perhaps in a few days i'll know how to phrase em and one of my lovely girls will have to be my listening ear.
i love you (: and. i miss you. no, this ain't referring to a guy.
xoxo
toxic boys can't play for keeps
ps: i really hope you're happy now. i'd look back and wonder sometimes, what it'd would have been like, but i catch myself in the nick of time. cause i know we're better off where we are now, no matter how happy we were in the past. but still, sometimes. sometimes. wxn.
some photos up. damn tired i swear!!!!! whole body aching like mad especially my thighs cause of the heels -..- super lousy.
oh yeah most of these pictures are stolen from fb. lost my memory card/forgot where i put it. fucking irritating i swear!!!!!
Joline and me at her house waiting for Cyn, Ruixiang and Jackie those idiots to wake up and get ready.
alot more, but they're at fb.
at raining bar.
Ruixiang! and Sylvester in the background. (ballum?????!!)
some of the people we were with. (Sylvester, Jonathan, Ruxiang, Weijian, Victoria, Cyn, Joline, and two other people i can't remember the names of.><)
ending off with this! Ruixiang + Jackie = Love.
HAHA CLASSIC. idiots i swear. keep calling each other BANG BANG. -.-
wha lao i'm hungry again, and this isn't good. keep eating at weird timings for the foods loaded with the most fats/calories. omg.
school today! was slightly late and paid the uncle in coins, as usual. LOL seriously i wonder when i'll be loaded.
fuck i hate superficiality. and yet it somehow intrigues me and makes me wanna analyze that whole scene. dangerous though. dangerous.
it's hard, this whole thing. it's like i should know better than to sink in it but..... interesting luh!
go figure.
okay school tomorrow. byebye
xoxo
true to your faith.
edited
"for a guy like you/ it's dangerous"
just got back home after a tiring day of school. HAHAHA. decided to stack my posts up TWO INTO ONE! hahahahaha
went for impromptu zi char with Binghui, Andy and Edwin Choo. the kangkong is super delicious!
school was ..... nothing much. i think i'm fine being alone though it's nice having people to talk with. IZA YOU DIDN'T COME SCHOOL! ):
and the first thing that happened when i walked into class yesterday was "who's that girl?" LOL from some guy whose name i can't quite remember.
damn irritating only. heard that there are assignments coming up. crap lor i tell you ):
tired like..... some kind of..... and my head hurts too. no idea why i'm rambling on like that.
sudden mood swing feeling coming crapz i swear.
i hate having words that i can't say trapped somewhere just cause it's not possible for me to say em or cause i don't know how to. and that's rare. perhaps in a few days i'll know how to phrase em and one of my lovely girls will have to be my listening ear.
i love you (: and. i miss you. no, this ain't referring to a guy.
xoxo
toxic boys can't play for keeps
ps: i really hope you're happy now. i'd look back and wonder sometimes, what it'd would have been like, but i catch myself in the nick of time. cause i know we're better off where we are now, no matter how happy we were in the past. but still, sometimes. sometimes. wxn.
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