effort.

what's the point of apologizing when you still continue doing whatever you're doing? doesn't it make the apology kinda moot anyhow?

and i do realize that this applies to me too.

but i think i've really lost faith in you. and it sucks cause it's tiring trying to hide how i feel even though there's no point showing it out.

we are what we are. and if that's your extent of how much you bother, then don't.

i really really don't need a repeat of disappointment and heartache. i hope it won't be that way, but what the hell are the odds of us actually working out; us being so mismatched?

i know somehow we fit together, but if the effort isn't there then there really is no point, now is there?

on a side note: i'm working tomorrow at a place i'd never thought i'd be working at. people who see me: pretend you don't and just keep walking thanks.



xx