fun fun fun

went to St James with @Cynthia and @yeemay for someone's birthday. i hate mix ups! super irritating when you've to wait and wait.

have no idea why it was so packed; maybe the people at zoukout decided to jump ship?????
i think we're super li hai!! managed to get in even after so many obstacles.

the bouncers were very pissy and stuff and there was a lot of pent up anger running around. males + alcohol + fucked up situation = CMI.

anyway..... yeemay faster 18!!!!! and cyn faster go make a police report!!!!!

Cyn's telling me she'll be a good president. LOL .idiot. i just gave her a 'hurghhhh!' sound.

kay photos up soon! last night was an okay night save for some hiccups, but over all satisfaction rate was okay?????


xoxo

forever

thank you for all the birthday wishes, and efforts to spend time with me on my birthday!

spent it almost exactly the way i wanted. hurhurrrrr. :D

anyway, am at B's, and he just ordered canadian pizza. i luv waking up and being able to eat. but like fattening onlyyyyyyyy. oh well.

i wanna get my waterproof eyeliner. :D

andddddddddd. stop reading what i'm writing August you idiot.

and stop 'wtf-ing' !! hahahahaha

have that wanna work feeling, but too bad not working. anyway, pictures up soon!

my k faze thingy is back already. rahhhhh shall go listen to some dbsk/2ne1/snsd/ftisland bla.

damn annoying saw shaun's status on fb! and he's saw minhwan, jaejin, and jonghoon! WHAAAAAA. super envvvvvyyyyy. i think taiwan celebrities have no effect on me lor. and i think if one day i see Jaejoong i will like faint.

like seriously. or maybe i will wait to faint. HAHAHA. omg the countless dreams i dreamt of him..... ))))): sucks la why dbsk now like that?!?!?!?! ):

damn sad only. SM SUCK MY NON EXISTENT DICK!!!!!!!!!!!. fuck LSM.

RAH.


k bad mood upon thinking of it. BUT WO BU GUAN. they're never gonna break up. IDC.


kk byebye.


xoxo
keeping the faith.

write it down

contemplated posting up several potentially embarrassing pictures i had screen shot from A and my past msn conversations, then decided against it cause it's so goosebumps inducing.

he's been off for only a day or so, and i think a little part of me is missing him quite a bit.

i miss him being plain retarded and doing weird arsed gestures and doing little actions that make him seem way too kiddish for his age.

the other day we were at Macdonald's, and apparently the counter lady asked him "Xiao di, ni yao chi shen me?"/" what do you wanna eat little boy?"

okay not quite till the extent of little boy, but still.

two from that day out with Sam; way overdue. sorry dude! :D i'm still too lazy to edit the rest. maybe soon? hahahahah.

B and i. swear the flash kept focusing on my face i've no idea why. and A's already darker than me by quite a bit. i think my editing already not bad lor, though it still looks quite off and horrible. but the flash was BLUE eh.





k la k la. hurry come back with my presents okay?


on another note: i need new fake lashes and lash glue and liquid eyeliner. sad face*



xoxo

it's hard for me to watch sad scenes movies without inserting some stupid comment about how the mucus is running out of their nostrils, or how they are drinking their tears, or how it's damn dramatic or fake.

secret: i don't think it's because i scoff at emotions; it's to get me laughing to keep me from crying.


xx

effort.

what's the point of apologizing when you still continue doing whatever you're doing? doesn't it make the apology kinda moot anyhow?

and i do realize that this applies to me too.

but i think i've really lost faith in you. and it sucks cause it's tiring trying to hide how i feel even though there's no point showing it out.

we are what we are. and if that's your extent of how much you bother, then don't.

i really really don't need a repeat of disappointment and heartache. i hope it won't be that way, but what the hell are the odds of us actually working out; us being so mismatched?

i know somehow we fit together, but if the effort isn't there then there really is no point, now is there?

on a side note: i'm working tomorrow at a place i'd never thought i'd be working at. people who see me: pretend you don't and just keep walking thanks.



xx

been so long

"i like the way you move"

i have decided not to sleep. i don't know why, but yes that is my decision.

i will go and get ready super early so i won't miss that fucking job interview, and i will paint& trim my nails after blogging. oh yes, not to forget, i have to give Baby his wake up calls so that he won't be late again! or else he won't be able to book out tonight, plus he has to stay in on Saturday for guard duty/study or something. oh well.

he won't be around on my birthday either, cause he'll be off sailing. like damn sad only!!!!! okay wait. not really lah.

even though it's my 18th it doesn't really excite me other than the fact that i can legally go clubbing instead of sneaking in and worrying about how to get in. other then that it's not really very YAY inspiring, especially cause of the fact that it's that much easier for my parents to kick me out everytime i screw up.

don't really feel like celebrating though. dinner would be fine with me HINTS* and i wanna go club, especially cause A won't be in town. HAHA.

damn overdue photos!

this was from that day in Eskibar, with Isaac and his friends. super friendly people (:

Isaac is super pretty in pink!











didn't take many pictures! but played fun games like beat?!?!?!?! i have no idea what that game is called.

cyn and i went to the bartender and asked him to give us a free mixers! and we succeeded. same with another group of people, who turned out to be A's campmates. super small world luh.

this is me trying to act cute. wearing rainbow heartshaped dangly earrings that my sisters made for me a super long time ago out of those earring kits for kids. so sweet right! i kept it all these while.




okay that's all for now. can't be bothered! I AM LAZY!

anyway, shall go paint my nails and go play viwawa or something. :D



xoxo

trying to find out how to use my phone and i think i've been accidentally using GPRS instead of WI-FI for the past day or so. FML.

a lot of fml-ish things occurred the past few days, and to top it off Baby's going to spend more time in camp.

i wanna go out! but i feel so disorientated it sucks. kay doesn't make any sense.

so much to do, so little time.