when the cat is away.....

"the mice will play"

C is starting to influence me more than i realize, except now i do. Realize, that is. been starting to worry about how little time there is till the start of my school, and i haven't started earning anything. wish i had a little more time before i start?

okay, just ignore that paragraph and keep your comments to yourself. thanks.

anyway, can't sleep! it's 5.57 am. and i am awake and feeling super hungry! got the urge to cook a can of campbell's to drink, but it's so damn fattening!!!!! bah h8 not being a skinny bitch.

ooh. was supposed to go to Sentosa with C, but we failed miserably. LOL!

okay, so my saturday was spent at two chalets. One was K's friends one and the other was at T's chalet. nothing much for either one, cause we didn't really stay long. didn't look for Bh either. damn!

bought a new swimsuit though! so excited i wanna swim!

and i've many new plans that has to come into fruition before A comes back. smirks*

anyway, i wanna club! but sian i hate $$$$$ issues! so super irritating.

okay photos up for the next post! maybe meeting up with C later on, and i hope that Matt, Bec and i will finally be able to work! so fucking irritating please! cause it keeps getting delayed. damn!

oh yeah! going to swim/tan with Hs again this week, and hopefully night cycling/ picnic with Bec & C?

oh yeahhhhhh. i wanna meet my friends and have funnnnnn! tsk.

another new resolution for 2010 should be for me to: Eradicate all people/things that bring sadness into my life.

That resolution can actually take the place of : Be a good girlfriend.

go figure out for yourself what i mean. :D



xoxo
you reap what you sow.

ps: and i'd say, if that really happens, you deserve it fully anyway.

simple pleasures.

Sentosa tomorrow with C! it was quite sudden, and i'm all for it! cause she wanna tan, so sunscreen here i come! pray i don't get black tomorrow. (:

i want a big floppy straw hat! and new slippers in gold/bronze. ooh and new shades! and extensions. :D anybody?

shall take loads of pics since tomorrow also involves shopping (C's stuff for her attachment), and the hanging out. :D love love!

the first question was "what kind of makeup do you wear to the beach?" HAHA

got to go sleep real soon if i wanna wake up bright and early tomorrow! i hope tomorrow will be a really good day. (: and i hope that i can get a good job real soon!


xoxo
this is the way life should be

not recognizing the one you love.

"wish you were here. NOT!"

am blogging cause i am so bored!!!!! i don't know what i'm doing home on a freaking friday night, but since i've got no $$$, i guess that's my only choice! A has went off for a sailing trip again. and it doesn't feel like i'm attached though we supposedly are back together..... fucking complicated only! ah well shan't think much about it. no point?

ahhh. meeting Jay tomorrow! been ages since i last saw him. heeeeeee. maybe catching a movie if possible, or just hanging out out out out out. (:

met up with T earlier. fuckerrrrrrrrrrr! and got a free meal and a ride home. HAHA

damn borrrrrred. need to start work real soon and start earning some $$$. kay. shall finish watching my show and continue painting my nails, blabla.

i feel like playing mahjong!kthxbye


xoxo
ignorance is bliss.

ps: i guess i knew you were capable of such things, only i didn't think you were able to do it to me.

under anesthesia

very very very very very full and sleepy now. cooked dinner for my family, and OMGZ. damn full. fried rice + campbell soup = easy peasy!

heading over to look for A in a bit. went to swim + tan with Huishan yesterday, but it didn't work out for us. i didn't really swim and she didn't get tan. and! i'm so proud of myself cause i didn't get darker! smothered on dollops of sunscreen on my body like there's no tomorrow.

:D so i'm happy all the same.

okay am going to go prepare? bbbbbbbye.

oh yeah! please click on the nuffnang ad on the right? > > > > > thank you! :D



xoxo
i need to know that
you're worthwhile.

fun in the sun

"intoxicated, we stay"

Eve's over here at the moment, and she's already sleeping!

we did the Michelle Phan face scrub thing, which involves - honey + sugar + extra virgin olive oil! not bad at all, though it kinda hurt when i scrubbed too hard. but really not too bad!

tentatively going tanning + swimming with Huishan on thursday, though seriously i don't think that i wanna tan. though even A said something about me being too white. -.- but that's just called FAIR. FAIR FAIR FAIR FAIR FAIR. nothing wrong with that! LOL

shall ask mom for some sponsorship for a new swimsuit/ bikini. LOL! okay no other person shall comment that i'm fat okay. I'M STILL GONNA GET ONE ANYWAY. HAHA.











i wonder when i'll be able to get a new laptop. and an itouch. tsk tsk. i've so much on my wants list! seems to be never ending aye.

oh wellllllll~

hafta do the laundry soon. ick i wonder how housewives do it. if i can, i'll so totally hire a part time maid to help me do the chores around the house!

oh yeah. i wanna go to IKEA some day soon to look for stuff to put into my room! like so cool only. but am still in a dilemma about my furniture vs the paint i want on my walls. decided on a dusty reddish pink and a lighter shade of grey? though i've no idea if it'll go, but these two colors are kind of colors i really really like at the moment. (:

kay, shall go blog hop and what not, + make plans for tomorrow!


xoxo
my love, my love my
bloody valentine

ps: baby steps.

exactly like in the movies

"get shaky get yours"

Bec came over earlier, and got scammed into helping me tidy my room. :D it's super neat now! though there are still some things to do, like washing figurines and clothing and deciding which ones are the ones i want and which ones can be given away/discarded. oh yeah there're still some childhood books and stuff that i can throw away. according to Bec, i can be on some discovery channel show about hoarders.

it was kinda amazing how much stuff got thrown out from my small little room. 5-6 plastic bags full of stuff, and there are some more to be thrown away! i wanna get a bookshelf and a cabinet to put all my shoes though. ooh, i wanna paint my room too!

i hope my room never gets messy again. HAHA. nor dusty.

am drinking some Fuji apple drink from Pokka, and the effect is like coke, only much fizzier. the taste is kinda like hard liquor mixed with green tea, and the after taste kinda tastes like beer. only sweet. -.- okay i think there's something wrong with my taste buds! i think i'm gonna throw it away. ick.

OH YA. my mum got tipsy after two sips of some alcoholic thingy that's supposed to aid health? fucking lousy -.- no wonder i'm so bad at drinking! >





day i went shopping with Cyn. didn't take much photos! Weewee's super pretty top!



pretty random mix from here on.



what Carson ordered and nearly finished all of.



Butter with K and Cyn!









stolen from Cyn's blog.









her camera's flash like nice only! quite natural, unlike mine. *sulks*

met up with Huishan the day before yesterday, and we were nua-ing all the way, with no idea what to do. so, we went to NTUC, where she bought a carton of milk, and i bought aloe vera! we were the sad and depressed girls, only we weren't that sad and depressed because we had each other for company! hahahaha that girl is sucha bimbo!



accidental zoom. the aloe vera jar cap was so damn tight that we couldn't open it. another guy i approached it couldn't either. sat there and whined until i saw this foreign worker and asked him to help me open the jar, and he opened it so easily! HAHA. i think men do come in handy in times like these. such a typical weak female situation!



met up with Huishan again yesterday! and she accompanied over me to A's place. but while waiting for that idiot, we nua-ed at her house, and we started putting makeup. LOL. even though we were only going to hougang areas. HAHA. and when we reached A's place, i started helping her draw in her brows, while she lent me her blusher. camwhored with her camera, mine, and her webcam while at her place.









done! omgz so many pictures! for me at least. one of the first times i'm putting up so many photos at one shot! hahaha but i've many many pictures still in my digi cam, and with Hs, or in facebook.

haven't done new year ones! okie i shall make it a point to try to blog with more pictures. though i love just typing endless entries filled to the brim with words when i feel super emo shitz. HAHA

shall try to tidy up my computer files and stuff like that. hopefully there'll be work later! :D goodnight/good morning people!


xoxo
just the way you are

ps: slowly, but surely.

logic and the heart.

just got back from A's place. learned about a lot of stuff that had happened over the past few days which i had no knowledge of.

feeling very very guilty now. and an amazingly large amount of thoughts are weighing in on my mind right now. i do hope things work out for the best.

met up with Huishan again just now. went over to her place, and we had 'dinner' at Hougang point. 'dinner' cause all she had was a kids meal, and i only had a large fries. pathetic much! but didn't have much appetite. can't sleep properly either these few days, i don't know why.

she accompanied me to A's place and headed to her A's place after. thank you dear! <3

i have a lot of photos to post up. but i really really can't be bothered to, mainly because there are really quite a lot of them, and it makes me very sian just thinking about them. LOL!

but i still want to eh. -.- so i shall, after i wake up later. promiseeeeeeee! oh wait. no. LOL.

sigh. the next few months are going to be so so tough. but i guess it'll be worth it in the end?


goodnight world.


xoxo
no matter what.