you can't fight who you're with.

"when vines are tangled up in your feet,"

i am supposed to meet A for a movie + spending time together, blablablablabla tomorrow/later on, but i am still awake! and still watching bev hills 90210 at that.

i find that i get really affected by what i read/watch, so i've to be really careful about what i watch/read so that it doesn't get absorbed too much into my life and my emotions. weird huh?

so anyway, Bb is going on a little trip to the mother fucking South China Seas, and he's leaving tomorrow night! muwahahahahaha i'll miss him though there is a certain saying that goes, 'when the cat's away, the mice will play'. not over the top though, i know my limits. stop rolling your eyes!

ahhhhhrhghh i hate scenes in shows that show people who break other people up by being manipulative blablablablabla. okay and why does this sound familiar?

okay there's this scene in the show where this guy called Ethan got into an accident while on the phone with his girlfriend. he was fine la, but he knocked into this girl called okay i forgot her name. Ethan and that girl started hanging out a lot, blablablablabla, some sort cause he felt guilty and stuff, and felt like he had more in common with that girl? like more things to talk about.

anyway, that girl is exactly those types i'd hate hate hate hate hate on sight. like what the fuck she kept acting all weak, and gentle and helpless. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK LA. talking in those super soft voices and relating bad experiences that make people go 'awwwwww' or ke lian her.

wtf i don't know how his girlfriend could stand it la! like if it's me i'd be totally 'fuck off already la!' and display my manliness or show her who's boss by insist on spending time with my boyfriend while he has to take care of her.

i think there were a lot of times where i totally wanted to slap some girls that i saw revolving around A. like seriously, i think i'm the super possessive sort, and i get jealous really easily. and it wasn't even their fault lor, i'm just an ass. i hate guys by the way.

but for the record, if there're such girls around him, like the cunning and manipulative bitches kind who wanna steal him away (confirm don't have one la. HAHAHAHA okay shut up) i totally won't play nice. and he won't get a nice ending either, if he even entertains them. i'm thinking..... castration and something involving boiling hot oil and cigarettes.

like seriously i hate those sneaky kind of fuckers who do all those planning stuff. (though i love Blair Waldorf) and i hate liars. h8 em to the core.

LOL okay random much.

i wanna go to that cheap k place that Sam mentioned about!!!!! i will not miss out anymore.

oh well, should get some shut eye. B's coming over to wake me up instead of me going over to wake HIM up. nice change, that. :D

goodnight people!


xoxo
lucky lovers.

ps: i miss you. every, single day.