'Heartwrecked

am up once again, at 5.32 am. tried heading to bed, but somehow i got woken up, i've no idea why. somehow it seems like my time runs differently as other people, turning day to night and night to day.

and once again, part of this restless sleep has got to do with reasons that have nothing to do with my sleeping patterns going topsy turvy. simply put, i get affected way too easily. though technically things are fine, i can't help feeling uneasy and wary whenever i'm unsure of the littlest of things. so, currently it's another waiting game i guess? one that's played every single day.

shall also wait for my turn for the toilet. my dear girl Huishan is also bored and restless, so i'm going to head over to her place in a bit, for cheap and good brekkie that hopefully involves eggs and toast! meeting up with C later on too, to return her camera and simply just to see each other, which seems to have been ages ago, though it's only been less than a week since i last saw her. <3

my dearest friends seem to love me more, no? (: mwah mwah.

weirdly enough, i've become better at cooping myself up at home. ever since my room got cleaned, i find that it's easier to not whine about not going out, whereas in the past i'd feel like i'd go crazy if i'm at home for more than a day. goes to show how important it is for a clean room aye? though a little vacuuming is coming my way later!

kay, shall go watch makeup videos on youtube. i heart all the products used! like the brushes, the palettes, the   foundations, the concealers, the cheek color, the lip colors. <3! on my lists of wants are:

• Brushes (Foundation/Blusher/The whole set) 
• Blusher in a healthy shade 
• Long wearing lipstick that's damn natural/nude 
• More eyeshadow colors! like the Alice in Wonderland one, though it'll be hard to lug around. 
• Etude House's Bb cream (Bec uses it and it looks (Y)) 
• Falsies (since i only have ones suitable to go club. i need natural ones. 
• Liquid Concealer

and the list goes on..... 

shall stop blogging and go chat on msn. (: have a good day ahead, whoever's reading!

xx

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