Dreamer

i'm wondering what you're doing, i'm wondering how you are. i'm wondering who you're talking to i'm wondering if you're okay. i'm wondering if you think of me, i'm wondering if you miss me. i'm wondering about so many things, and it's only been one day since we spoke.

partying and my friends aren't more important. but they represent my freedom. what else will i have if you decide to leave me? who else can i rely on?

i can't be 30 and left unsatisfied with my youth. i just can't. but that means leaving you, and that's something i can't deal with either.

freedom is everything a woman should have, but with it comes the possibility of loneliness.