baby you've got me bad.

Christmas

it's nearing christmas, and i don't feel a tinge of christmas spirit and all. it's a pity, cause christmas is one of my favourite holidays. i love christmas trees, twinkly lights and sparkly decorations all over and the 'spirit of giving' yeah, i like that the most.

i wish christmas hasn't become so commercialized. i wish everyone i love could just gather together and we'd have one of the best christmases ever.

when i was younger, the christmas tree would be set up, and there'd be actual gifts below it on the floor which we'd open excitedly on boxing day. nowadays its more..... cost and time effecient.

i wish christmas would be really great this year.


xoxo

ps: i recieved my first christmas present in one of the sweetest ways ever. thank you, you if you're reading this. even though i've already thanked you before. :D

so, school is 'over'. we're currently on the last study break we have before exams come and we have to hand in our graduating project. i really will miss school, even though its killer to have to wake up 'early' and be on time. 'training' for discipline actually, i never really had that kind of training. thank God for people like Denise and Yongwen, who woke me up every single day and made sure i got to school on time and even coming to school on days they feel like skipping. heh i love you guys!

felt like posting up photos, but i really don't feel like it now. >< okay i shall come back to edit soon. heh.

x

Frozen

 

so that's it folks, i'm officially, forever 18. there will be only 18 candles on my birthday cakes from now on. HAHA i'm not in denial. i just don't want to face the truth. 

i'm wondering what you're doing, i'm wondering how you are. i'm wondering who you're talking to i'm wondering if you're okay. i'm wondering if you think of me, i'm wondering if you miss me. i'm wondering about so many things, and it's only been one day since we spoke.

partying and my friends aren't more important. but they represent my freedom. what else will i have if you decide to leave me? who else can i rely on?

i can't be 30 and left unsatisfied with my youth. i just can't. but that means leaving you, and that's something i can't deal with either.

freedom is everything a woman should have, but with it comes the possibility of loneliness.

Dosh&Puffy

oh my God my entire blog post is gone. NOOOOOOOO!!!!!

i hate hate hate hate hate it when this happens.BLOGGER WHY YOU LIKE THAT?!?!?!?!?!extremely sad. ):

forget it. i shall try to rewrite, tho since i'm totally half-hearted in writing this, it wouldn't be as good as the original post.

okay, so Duffy has a facebook page now!

Duffy Teo's Facebook Page

my sisters created it for him. wanted to do the same, but was too lazy to do it so they got around to doing it first. add him! he needs more friends. like doggie friends. hehe

so, the other day Denise, Yongwen and i brought Posh and Duffy (Dosh&Puffy) out to ECP! Weipeng was supposed to turn up, but apparently he set his alarm wrongly and overslept (riiiiiiiight. hahahahaha kidding!) okay, so the three of us went (i was late cause i got locked IN the house. -.- seriously) and the two dogs were so cute together! got a lot of attention from by standers cause they were so damn cute and cause they were really mismatched? (black&white factor.)

headed to Subway for our lunch and it started raining. BOOOOO. rainy days are good, but it's such a chore when you're out, especially when you're with pets.

it's a good thing that Duff really behaves himself in cabs. like he doesn't move around much, nor make noise. he once vomited in a cab tho. i blame the driver. his driving made ME want to barf. saw Duffy heaving and quickly aimed the nearest 'container' i could find, into his face. and he promptly puked into his new carrier.

f gross i swear. from then on i made it a point to carry plastic bags around whenever i bring him out. my bags are always extra extra heavy, considering my normal bag is always stuffed to the brim with stuff i bring 'in case'. add the stuff for Duff (hahahahaha rhyme!) (i.e, treats, newspaper,waterbottle, booties, leash, food, plastic bag.....)  and my back nearly always feels like breaking.

photos! (some are from random times with Posh at Denise's place, ECP, and when i was at my house void deck with Bec.) 

gonna hit the sack even if there's no school tommorrow! hehe. retests coming up and i've gotta ace them! plus i'm dying to finally make my skirt! heh.

oh! to whoever's reading this, please click my nuffnang ads on the side bar over there <----- thank you very much! help me clear my debts and get a christmas present for Duffy! hehe

okay goodnight whoever!


xoxo
it's complicated. 

Like Woah

don't you hate the moments inbetween waiting to prepare to go out? fighting the drowsiness. FIGHT IT JOH! can't afford to be late. literally and not.

this sucks.

update soon (: gotta think of what to wear. day to night outfit for today, and the last time i wore a clubbing outfit to school, i got bitched about by three bitches in the toilet.

Jass: eh Johanna you know those three bitches in the toilet right?
Me: ya why?
Jass: they were bitching about you leh!
Me: what they say? confirm say my outfit too short blabla one lah.
Jass: ya! they were saying why that girl wear until so short, she think she going club ah?
Me: but i am going to club what! (Cyn's birthday)
Jass: exactly!

sighs in exasperation. you can't fucking expect me to wear a maxi dress or something when i'm so bloody short right? and when school ends in the evening, it's hard to go home and change up when you stay bloody far away and preparation time takes more than an hour.

tsk girls. (HAHA)


what i need is a pokeball.

x

totally, and utterly confused.