whilst you were away

"the brightest of all the colors"

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out of all the days i've found out that it's getting easier and easier to lumber around when you're half crazed with lack of sleep, with a splitting headache and impossibly dry eyes.

money issues have got me wondering why we can't just do away with money and be done with it. for the millionth time, i'm lamenting the lack of money in my wallet and my bank account. and yeah for the N-th time, i've got that "fuck this i need a sodding job!" thought.

alright, time for some other stuff.

oh and i have a friend telling me that i've changed. ): guess i'm going to dye my hair back to black, and CFR i'm doing it for YOU. HAHA.

hmmmmmmmmmm.

argued with parents yesterday, over a lot of minor issues that has long rolled into a whole ball of shit. the argument escalated into a big blow out, and the conclusion was that i'm no longer going to get my allowance for the next week, and my line got canceled.

august ong is talking to himself. LOL. and demanding for me to entertain him, cause i'm using my lappy, depriving him of DOTA. -..- the boyfriend stealer game.

oh yes, where was i? okay, so as a result i've no phone, and no money. but yippee doodles God still loves me after all, and at the end of today, i found myself with a pair of shoes, a bag, a dress, two tops blabla, courtesy of my parents. not much, but yeah at least they're still willing to pay for my stuff (: love themmmmmmmmmmm loads.

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lihlihlknk;n that was august ong.

anyyyyyyways.

some photos up (:









that was after the shopping trip. did i mention how much i love to be female? hurhur. excuse the non-feminist reasons i love about being female, like not having to carry my own bag/shopping bags and stuff. hehehe

i know i should grow my own spinal cord but uh uh uh..... trails off *

alright my eyes are growing tired. ):

OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK WHT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK! i saw a handphone website which has jap phones in it. OMG LAH DAMN CHIO WHAT THE FUCK. if my parents buy it for me i swearrrrrrr i'll love it forever. OH MY GOD.

pleasssseeeee darling God i want it. ):

oh my God. hyperventilates and dies *

abrupt end to my blog entry, but yeah i want to go drool over these phones some more.

byeeeeeee fuckers.



xoxo
and it's some of these longings

ps: i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it. omgomgomgomgomgomg )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):