Resolutions

happy new year people! i hope that 2011 will be so much better than the last year and that the years after will be even better! for people who have had a shitty 2010, don't blame the year! blame the people that made it shitty for you. hahahahaha cause i always thought it was unfair to blame the year/day/month etc, when it's not really any fault of theirs. and YES  i'm not weird cause i refered to them as they or whatsoever. heh

okay so i'm gonna start doing something that Cyn's being doing for a few years now: start a new years resolution thingy (yes, i'm so jumping on the bandwagon here. though i suck at jumping). gonna put some up here, and some private.

• Keep a healthy diet/lifestyle + Exercise
• Be more decisive 
• Have an actual amount of savings
• Be the best i can be to the people around me 
• Instill Discipline in myself
• Be punctual
• Finish my unfinished business with Cyn  (LOL) 
• Swear off guys

yes, i meant the last one. no, i'm not turning lesbian, but i guess i'm just not..... ready for anything else? noticed a trend in rebound relationships and i really don't wanna become like that? it's kinda exciting really, embracing this feeling like i'm really alone now. hmm. must be how a baby feels after it gets cut off the umbilical cord? don't know how i'll survive but i'm sure i'll do fine. there are many many weak moments when i just..... break and there will be many more to come but there's nothing i can do? so ima take it like a man. it's scary though. real scary, and i miss him like you wouldn't believe, but yeah. that's all there is to it.

my 'Keep a healthy diet/lifestyle + exercise' one was because i'm getting so..... jiggly it's not funny. soon i'll be the beanbag that @beanbaghunter and @zyrants hunts. which is not good. plus i made daddy promise me we'll keep a healthy lifestyle so hopefully we can both lose some weight the healthy way! no more junk food late at night etc etc. though i'm going to meet Bec soon @R.plaza soon HAHA

The rest are pretty self-explanatory, like having savings cause it's always good to save for a rainy day plus not spend on unneeded stuff, being more decisive cause i'm one of the worst decision makers EVER. offer me a choice and i'll usually be stuck on it for ages, or leave others to decide for me when i really can't decide. Be the best i can be to people around me because i realize that sometimes i'm really not the best person to be around? like in the mornings when i'm grumpy or whenever, i'll resolve to be nicer and less grumpy and anything that is covered inside the whole thing there. Have to instill discipline cause i suck at being disciplined and all the consequences are coming back to haunt me. Ew. so yeah, have to be disciplined. Be punctual cause i'm always late and that's really a horrible habit. though i still believe that good things are worth waiting for, it's not really that nice to keep people waiting.

speaking of which, i think Bec's heading over. shall stick to my New Years Resolution and NOT.BE.LATE.

hehe toodles!


xoxo