Forever and Almost Always

"Forever And Almost Always"

So the story goes on down
The less traveled road
It's a variation on
The one I was told
And although it's not the same
It's awful close, yeah

In an ordinary fairy tale land
There's a promise of a perfect happy end
And I imagine having just short of that
Is better than nothing

So you'll be mine
Forever and almost always
And I'll be fine
Just love me when you can
And I'll wait patiently
I'll wake up every day
Just hoping that you still care

In the corner of my mind I know too well
Oh that surely even I deserve the best
But instead of leaving
I just put the issue to bed
And outta my head

Oh and just when I believe
You've changed for good
Well you go and prove me wrong
Just like I knew you would

When I run out of second chances
You give me that look
And you're off the hook

Because you're mine
Forever and almost always
And I'm fine
Just love me when you can
And I'll wait patiently
I'll wake up every day
Just hoping that you still care

Oh, what am I still doing here?
Oh, it's all becoming so clear

You'll be mine
Forever and almost always
It ain't right to just love me when you can
Oh I won't wait patiently
Or wake up everyday
Just hoping that you'll still care

Forever and almost always
No it ain't right
To just love me when you can, baby
Ain't gonna wait patiently
I won't wake up everyday
Just hoping that you still care


apt?

God i feel so pathetic.

but hey, four nights down, and a hell lot more to go. i'll get through this, some way or the other.

but God, i miss him.

and i can't deny i do wake up wondering if he does still care or not, can't always be wondering, though i still am, every single day. somehow it's wearing me down, but i've got to build it back up right?

though it's getting easier pushing the thoughts back. i guess i'm just adapting the best i can, one way.

not ready for anything else, and i'm getting over him the old fashioned way; bit by bit till all of it slowly fades away.

shall concentrate on other things, and just.not.think.about.it.

and maybe someday, hopefully soon, i'll be able to just see him and not feel anything, and we'll be able to just be friends, the way we were, without me wishing with all my heart that it's otherwise.

school tomorrow, can't be late again.

goodnight.



xoxo
one step at a time.

ps: i will get over you. i will. till then, i miss you dearest. goodnight.