thought things over.
been in a good mood, and it's kind of unsettling, since i thought i'd be in that 'depressed' mood longer than i thought i would be, but somehow i'm not.
wow, my recovery skills are better then/than i thought they were!
and somehow i feel like i've changed? like my thinking is different in some ways, or maybe i'm just not really caring as much. -..- i really don't know. shall wait and see about what my heart tells me, or rather, lets me feel.
and i feel so fucking ridiculous and pathetic when i think about ..... omg lah wtfh?! like what made me think that and what made me actually type that down..... >< wish i could take it back somehow.
oh ya! and like i don't even have that urge to see him though i know he's out and about now. okay though i bet he doesn't want to see me. oh well lol!
maybe i've really changed. hmmmm. food for thought hahahahahaha damn i'm high. and to think i was crying to sleep a few nights before, hope this good mood keeps up!
anyway, feeling quite sleepy, so shall head off to bed; huge shopping trip tomorrow over the causeway, so..... yeahhhhhhhh cool.
goodnight lovers.
XOXO
like you'll never see me again
ps: still, somehow.
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