somethings we don't talk about/ rather do without

i'd give anything, almost anything to get what we had back. but it takes two hands to clap, and two hearts to be willing.

if he isn't, no matter how much i do won't turn back anything, won't change things in the littlest bit. if his heart doesn't feel that way anymore, there isn't anything i can do. no matter how much it hurts, no matter how much i wish things were otherwise.

part and parcel of relationships at this age i guess. pretty much of it amounts all to nothing, save for those few precious ones who do make something out of their relationship.

and although i didn't expect us to last as long as we did, though to many it doesn't seem like it's much. but still, nine months filled with ups and downs, changes for the good and for the bad, growing up, and many many memories.

and i know that i'll still remember everything, or remember what i can, at least.

cause i'm sentimental like that.



xoxo

ps: and i'll remember you. (: more than who you were, and more for what you meant to me,
cause you did mean almost the world.