Keeping the Faith, Lord.

can't sleep, thinking of stuff.

i guess guys really are from mars, and women from venus.

it's damn different the way guys think. it seems like it's damn easy for them to go 'well, there's no use thinking/there's no point' etc, and they just shut themselves off, like there's a switchboard for their emotions, whereas girls can't usually think that way and it isn't easy at all to just think logically and all.

especially at this age, relationships are so damn fickle. find myself wondering about different guys, and wondering if i should just go into a new one, if just to forget _____. was talking about it with ___, and i really don't know if i should.

but apparently he'll be a better boyfriend and give me lots of attention and TLC, so yeah. good candidate?????

it's only been what, three weeks? and already i've heard that .....

makes me disappointed in a way, but yeah i've no control over that, no right to feel sad/jealous/angry/disappointed over whatever he does. ironic cause three weeks ago apparently it was love, and now.....? i've no idea what it is.

talked about some stuff with M, and we talked about personality traits of ______, and i agreed that there are many that i disliked. weird how it doesn't affect the way i feel, the emotional part of me at least, and not the logical part of me.

ironic that i'm supposed to be a psychology student aye?

and yes, i do marvel at life and the way humans work, we are screwed..... decisions, cause and effect, how it affects people around, how we react, different personalities and how we change according to our environment.....

and most importantly how people feel emotions, and what they choose to do about it. and if heart > mind or mind > heart affects how things play out, (most definitely) i'm tired, can't sleep.

feel like playing billiard all of a sudden.


xoxo
you knocked me down.

ps: dig deeper.