it seems like a lot has been happening recently, these few days especially. have no idea what i'm doing sometimes, but i know it's not enough to just blame it on external factors.
going with the flow seems like a good idea, but sometimes it just gets too damn overwhelming, till it feels like there's a current trying it's hardest to drag you under. and yet it's hard to resist, cause it's the first thing that makes you feel even slightly better.
okay enough with the ~
first time in a thai disco with Cyn, Ruixiang, Zhixiang, Peter and Jackie (Jacky)? quite not bad, cause there were pretty girls everywhere! super hot, i swear. went off around three plus to another one, and it's damn annoying cause of the whole underage thing.. it was kind of a different environment, and i think i like to people-watch a lot.
the whole saggitarian thing about emotional detachment is quite true. didn't use to think so but after all this.....
it's just weird.
okay i've no idea what i'm thinking about everything's a blur -.- can't seem to concentrate. shall go chat and stuff. kbye
xoxo
i'll pretend. pretend.
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