it's been less then/than 24 hours since i reached home, and i feel way too bored.
too many thoughts going on in my head as usual. wish i had the power to do everything right from the start. to choose differently. strangely enough, i'm not even talking about matters of the heart.
it's not fair sometimes. but then again, nothing really is.
self exile, till saturday. these days are dragging on..... and on.
i hate picking up the pieces. hate having to keep plodding on when all i wanna do is stop and rest. but then/than again, i'd hate to be stuck with all these thoughts like how i am right now.
i wanna eat chocolates now. bye
xoxo
love game
ps: i'd never thought i'd understand, never thought i'd feel sickened by it all. cause it was just a game, just a game. nothing should ever be taken at face value anymore. and i'm afraid the rest will be just like you, just like you. hearts should come with safety equipment and a metal cord wrapped tight so we'll never or lose it.
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