feel the urge to blog after reading a blog.
there's this guy who passed away from cancer. and after reading his blog, i really want to tear up. he was damn brave, and all of his friends stood by him. i think he's around my age or slightly older? seriously though i didn't know him it still made an impact.
simply made other things fade in importance as i stared at the blog, his pictures. life's short. treasure it. but who will?
it's always moving on with life, rushing here and there, letting the days pass without any thought.
it's true that as compared to losing someone forever, somethings just pale in comparison.
talked on the phone with Hs just now. thanks for listening cause i think i'd just go crazy at that moment. same goes for each and every one of you lovelies out there who listened to me, worried for me, got angry for me, and most of all, stood by me. seriously i wouldn't know what i'll do without each and every one of you. you know who you are.
xoxo
ps: so was i just a substitute? or did i remind you of her? i know i'm not thinking too much and i know it shouldn't matter. it's just that i've never felt as important as any one of your previous girlfriends, and now i'm one of them too. i need answers, but i can't get them. i.. i don't want you to move on. but that's not anything i have control over. i don't have anything to make you turn around, nothing at all. pathetic.
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