walls

for those few seconds....

it's scary how your heart became this vulnerable, to that single person.
even scarier if he doesn't really care how it falls, how it shatters with the slightest nudge.

toughen up, toughen up. show him how much it doesn't hurt; everything.
though it does, like you wouldn't believe.

laugh at me then. i'm a pathetic loser/joke.




ps: i miss you so so much. /////////// that's rain.

<3 that's my heart.

<\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\3 that's it broken.

<+++++++++++++3 and that's me trying to heal my heart with little bandaids.