It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.
— (via runawaytrain) (via neonfeverandiscolights)
it doesn't matter.
You may not know it yet, maybe you’ll never even think about it, you’re going to meet a lot of girls throughout your life, and maybe a lot of them will be special to you, but I’m telling you right now, you’ll never find another me.
- (via eletheowl)
these two quotes mean a lot to me. funny how i take heart in words. just words.
someone asked me why i made the choice to not say no. why i still wanted to be the last option, a spare tire. and i said, 'i'd do the same if it were anybody else'
and it's true.
it's funny that when i was younger i could bare my soul to anyone, and now it's hard getting the words out. that, plus it's all the same old, same old.
xx
better off asleep
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