From Work

so, i'm @ work now, and i'm bored to tears. hence, this random blog entry.

been working at this place for over a month or so? (or close to) and things have been okay so far; though i've this issue with punctuality (as always), and my hair can never manage to stay tame, and my makeup is far from satisfactory, work has been pretty okay actually.

the people are not bad, but there's this particular idiot who's been getting on my nerves. i swear i've never met such an incompetent fool. but then again, it's not my place to really comment (although i just did. hahahahaha) the guests are really nice overall, and the kids here are awesome. little blobs of human running around being all sweet and cuddly. makes my heart go all 'awwwwwww' melts*

i might just bring a big enough bag to kidnap one of them home one day. heeheehee evil*

since i have no pictures, i will blog about a quiz i took yesterday night: (forgot the actual site i went to, but you can do the quiz here) http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/jtypes2.asp

was searching for what kind of careers i could do based on my personality because i have so many damned interests that i just CANNOT decide for the life of me what i want to do in the future.

there are 16 different personality types, and mine is ENFP: the Idealist Champion.

went on the net and searched around for the analysis for my type, and it is really quite interesting because it's quite accurate! even down to how ENFP's are like in relationships are absolutely spot on for me, and the careers that are listed down are really what i would really be interested in doing!

so for those of you who are kinda lost in what you might wanna do as a career in the future, you could try the quiz and see what it says. no harm in doing it right? also, you could always take it as an opportunity to get to know yourself better.

good idea right? (: might blog more about ENFP types in the future but i'm kind of running out of time over here. should blog more loh, esp at work. i wish tower 1 and 2 would have computers to use though. >:[

okay that's besides the point. okay, more next time! (:


xoxo

 

been long since i've updated, and i feel like there's so many things to say. my blog has been like a best friend to me since way back, always being there when i feel the need to write down something or when i can't find the words to say how i feel. 

a similar need has arisen, but the words can no longer be said. does it matter, how much i want to say? does it matter, what i want to say? 

i feel like i've changed in so many ways, both good and bad. 

sometimes i find myself struggling between feeling contented and fighting to stay that way. but amongst all changes i guess i never thought i'd find myself like this once again. full of challenges in daily life, minor ones for most. juggling work, family, friends and love, i guess this is the slow yet inevitable transition into adulthood which i've been dreading for so long. 

i don't know what i want, don't know how to go about achieving anything, and yet i'm quite certain of somethings that i simply must do in order to improve upon myself. 

and yet, Rome wasn't built in a day; likewise, i cannot achieve anything big with hasty steps, but with little ones i'm quite sure i'll get there. where ever there may be.

the biggest challenge is still feeling so emotionally stifled, while voicing out how i feel. am still learning the concept of not being able to have the best of both worlds, but i feel like i'm in over my head sometimes. 

so weak, so useless.

this is just a random entry on a random night, with random words on a random site.

feels like i'm nothing, because i am nothing. not even a footprint in the world will be there to show that i've made my mark somewhere.

and yet i will try, and try. in what ever it is. i know not to give up, though sometimes i'm unclear as to what i'm fighting for.

 these words, i hold dear. not only because it's tattooed on the one man that makes this world even more so incredibly special, but also because it does hold meaning even before.   

always keep the faith. always.