15 minutes to spare before getting up to rush to go to school.

i'm so hungry but i know i shouldn't eat anymore.

i'm torn.

'19th

so, november 26 was a special day = Baby neo's birthday! met her for a simple dinner + cake, then we headed to rebel to party the night away! heh.

hope you enjoyed that night, and that you love the present! (i know you did la huh!) hee.

took polaroids!

 

 

headed to Rebel after. managed to get in without much hassle which was really good. saw this cute korean dude who totally didn't look korean. felt quite annoyed at him till he accidentally spouted some korean terms and i was like 'OMG HE'S KOREAN!' hahahahaha biased shit. 

photos from Bec's facebook! 

 

my pretty pretty girls! hahahahaha. pretty much had a blast at rebel, tho i was kinda grumpy at the same time (contradicting much?) 

photo from Cyn's blog. the ukelele Bec and i gave her! heehee. 

anyway, all in all, hope you really enjoyed it, and happy birthday once again! (tho 3 days have passed since.) i love you baby! <3

xoxo

my world is crashing as i type. he used to be my world. now i don't know what i live in anymore.

i'm sad. i'm blue. i don't know what to say. i'm not okay.

fucking sick shit. so all that you did was okay? disappearing and coming up with stupid lame shit excuses the next day. you really expect me to forgive you.

my being late is one thing. you going to drink and fucking being unapologetic about it is another thing. what the fuck is this? what happened to 'i will accept you for who you are' 'baby i wanna change' 'i don't wanna lose you' blablablablabla. HOW MANY TIMES ALREADY?!?!?!??!?!

fuck this. so fucking angry. 

I miss everything about you

photos from the day Yw and i went to study. reached like, two hours late? HAHA. oh yeah, this was when my phone line was still cut off. had dinner and caught due date after! and i actually fell asleep at the mac at Heeren while waiting for the movie to start. ooooopppppz! hahahahaha.

decided to just post the photos in my com up (:

anyway,. i had a really bad day today. ultimate display of bad luck so far. okay, maybe not the ultimate. but i wouldn't wish for anymore. -.-

will not elaborate more, except to complain that i really do want a new laptop, tho i love my current one to bits. (over said)

ended the day with a steamboat @Chinatown with the girls from NYP! (Cyn, Bec, Angie, Shiling and Jinjing!)  it's been super super long since we all met up at oince? for me at least. hehehe i luv em! and it feels so so good to finally be out with alllll girls for once. didn't go for our K session after, but it's been rescheduled to monday instead. (;

Bec's place for mani/pedi after she celebrated her mum's birthday, and so i guess it's alls well that ends well?

dinner tomorrow with Maomao and Mel i think? hehe shoooo happy!

<3

photos up real soon. i've got truckloads of photos! tho i didn't take many with the girls today on account that i got held up in school past the dismissal time. hurgggg f my com ): sigh. tho i can't blame him.

alright, got to head to bed on account that we have another 6 hour school day ahead of us, tho i'd bet that it's nothing compared to some others. pssssh. alright! goodnight whoever's reading! (or good morning, whichever you might prefer.)

oh! and click my ads while you're at it if you happen to see any? HAHA thank you! <:


xoxo 
but i never told you