'Been awhile since she brought you down

Zouk yesterday with a few of the guys plus a bit more of people i didn't know. it was fun and not fun in a way, like fun cause it's been ages since i saw some of those faces, and not fun cause i totally wasn't high. (though i don't drink.) it was different from the usual cause D managed to get us all in with zero queuing time = i like. (:

took of my heels off halfway cause i was losing my balance every half minute or so while dancing, like *bopbopbop then woahhhhh! grabs someone frantically*  and **** helped me hold them. super nice! cause it's like damn disgusting to hold people's shoes? and i know it's totally unglam and all that, but ahhhh who the hell cares as long as i'm comfortable right? first time attempting to dance to Taylor Swift/Green Day/Linkin Park etc. though. interesting.

ended up leaving earlier than the rest of 'em, who headed to D's till 6? and that was my night, in a nutshell with little details left out and what not.

oh, something from Facebook that i found kinda true:

Dating Tips based on Zodiac sign

Johanna Zodiac sign is and below is tips for dating his/her :

A date with a Sagittarius should never be boring. Sagittarius people are very optimistic persons, with a good disposition and a lot of enthusiasm. They like movement and this will lead them to participate in sports, to travel, or to maintain a very intense social life. ...The Sagittarius loves freedom and hates daily routine, loves outdoor activities, contact with nature, and adventurous situations.People born under the sign of Sagittarius are very restless and curious. Their ruling planet is Jupiter, the planet of expansion, joy, and good fortune. To fall in love Sagittarius people need a dynamic partner who stimulates your curiosity and desire to learn. They want a companion with whom to share adventures and amusements.Sagittarius Dating Tip:Sagittarius people fall in love easily but they also become disenchanted or bored with the same ease, which is why they look for a strong and active person who knows how to hold their affections. Another dating advice: Don\'t hold back on your first date with a Sagittarius, talk about your wildest adventures and your biggest dreams. Boring conversation is a no-no when dating a Sagittarius.

really kinda true for me, though i've no idea why my relationship with A kinda breaks all the rules. haizzzzz.

okay, shall go cook noodles and stuff. my God, i'm super hungry. been eating instant food for ages and ages! and that sucks. >: and prepare for Jubina's birthday party later at her/Bec's place. (:

in the space of five minutes in which i forgot to press 'publish post' my mum made me damn f pissed off. but ah fuck it shall go do my deep breathing and 'think of happy place' exercise.

and i think i'm the sort of person who gets irritated/pissed off when there's nothing to eat. HAHA a hungry girl is an angry girl. so true.


x

'Birthday wishes

second post of the day! this one will be dedicated to my dearest Tay Binghui! it's his 19th birthday today! (Wednesday, May 26th)

dude thanks for everything these past few years! in a blink of an eye, years have passed! (lazy to count how many exactly, kinda lost track of time already.HAHA) remember the Da Chang Jing days in secondary school? HAHA

thanks for being there like always, hearing me whine and rant and laughing at my stupid jokes. you're the epic tyrannosaurus rex spartan king of the dynasties! and you're the ultimate nigga homie brother of mine who knows exactly the way i roll. HAHA!

remember! no matter what shit comes your way, i'll build a shit catcher for you!

hahahahaha so many random photos! and random meetup's at R.plaza with Carson Contradictions. remember the hair burning incident? HAHA laughed our asses off at Carson for burning his hair. (Y) epic moment i swear!

kay so anyway, to get straight to the point, thanks for always being here for me, and you should know i'll always be there for you. (: happy birthday my dear, and you should appreciate life as it is, shitholes and FML moments and all cause they're part of memories you'd bring when you're old! and no matter how tough things get, know that your friends will always be by your side and that things can only get better!

make your wishes wisely! hehe <3


xoxo
 

'What you playing at?

tweaked with my layout, and now it looks as bare as a babys arse. LOL.

still waiting for Benjisputnut to upload the photos so that i can edit them and put 'em here & on Fb.

don't feel very satisfied with my layout as of yet, there's a lot of things missing that i can't quite put my finger on. hmmmmmmmz.

off sleepy time.!

xoxo

'Aplogize!

eh i also want apology leh! please can?

seriously if you've changed then good for you. everyone deserves a second chance. but eh please, don't act like you like me a lot then keep saying shit behind my back. damn irritating cause if i say something in your defense, it'll make ME seem like the hypocrite.

ya i got fat thighs. LOL deal with it. :D

'Navy and the Sun

went to the Navy open house today. i finally know lazyfriend's name! his name is George. ahahaha and everyone we met gave those kind of 'astonished' reactions when they found out that it was my first time meeting Benjisputnik tomato in real life!

took a millions of photos (okay not really, got bored of it after awhile), and stood in the sun for ages and ages (okay not really, hid in the air-conditioned tentage (sp?) whenever possible) but it felt like super long. apparently it was better than yesterday cause it rained. not good to go to when you only had 2 or so hours of sleep and was sick the day before.

seriously it felt like i was becoming roasted from the inside out. must've consumed at least 4-5 bottles of mineral water today. overall it really was cool, from the presentation of the NDU to the tours around the ship. ooh! and we got a free duck tour ride! which even though it only consisted of rounds and rounds in the water in the scorching sun, was cool nonetheless.

headed to l4d after @parklane with Benji and three of his army sirs or sth? think their names were Chan, Raj and Samuel. funny how l4d gives me motion sickness -.- headed off to A's place, where unhappy stuffs happened, but i guess we're fine now.

kay photos up soon, when i can be bothered to. i wanna bring my dad there! but i don't think i can stand going there later on, so maybe on sunday? but A's family are going then too. woah. 

kay goodnight people <:

xoxo

'Open houses and Anniversaries

navy open house tomorrow with Benjisputnik tomato! & lazyfriend, whom i'm totally unfamiliar with. heard from J that's it's gonna be hot, so i'm readying up with sunnies + sunblock.

totally need to go shopping, but then again with the $$ sucks this! this sucks!

this space has been totally void of photos for awhile, this is because my beloved Bb was dropped a tad too many times, and there's something wrong with the memory card, hence the lack of photos. plus my dad took away the digital camera on his trip to Canada.

zzzzz. random photo of Cyn and i @Hk cafe with Gerald. can't remember if Alan and Ks were there too. but oh well i look so big sized beside her please! but i like the bottom part of my hair. LOL

ah well. my heart feels so awwwww-ish cause of what Sebas tagged me on fb. <3

Sebastian Koh  I have a friend Johanna Etjy , that i'll brave fires and all of hell for. Have you, yours? That one special friend you can't do without.

it's like yay!! hehe

and oh yeah people don't get caught in the rain! got caught in the rain a few days back and immediately fell sick a few hours later. (Y) best.

kay off to eat my cold chicken rice! (: shall try to remember to bring my digital cam along tomorrow so that i can take more photos!

oh yeah. it's A and my one year seven months. had an above average tiff the day before, but i think we sorta made up already? h8 fighting when i'm sick. kay off bye!


xoxo

'Snails and Falsies

currently talking to Cyn about snails mating. read her blog and we're on the phone now. LOL.

fuck damn funny! i have no idea why Ks knows about this.

Johanna says (2:44 AM):
*why did you even know about the snails mating thing
KS says (2:45 AM):
*because its common after its rain
*they come out see each other then mate lol
Johanna says (2:45 AM):
*LOL?!?!?!?!
*you make it sound damn random
KS says (2:45 AM):
*lol
KS says (2:46 AM):
*those snails all looks the same to me
*i dont even know which is which gender
*maybe they are both males lol

LOL oh yeah apparently they're both male and females at the same time i guess. LOL fucking funny

gonna work soon yippee! but i already am working in the evenings luh, so yeah.

lol @ the snail thing damn retarded.

oh ps: i wanna dye my hair.

pps: i bought two boxes of damn chio eyelashes for $5 each, three-d art and two nail polishes! luv cheap bargains. :D

ppps: play night club city on FB! (: 

'Baby baby baby Ooh

i think it's been awhile since i last blogged. hurrrrrrr.

photos from Granny's birthday. don't have all of them on account of the fact that it wasn't taken using my camera.

so pardon my fat face in the last photo! here's a photo of the maxi dress that i made the night before i attended this celebration. it looks a little wonky and it's nowhere near perfect, but i'm proud of it! it's missing now tho. i've no idea why. can't seem to locate it in my room, nor anywhere in the house. oh well. it'll turn up someday soon right? 

i've come to realize that i've been living like i'm totally single these few days. going out where ever i want, with whom i want, talking to anyone without any restrictions. can't say it's bad, cause it's awesome after a somewhat self-exile due to freedom issues. 

i wonder how it'll be like when he comes back. i really do. i feel free now. i feel happy. and relaxed. for the first time in the longest time i can remember. but i know i do miss him. cause i do think of him, and i know i'm waiting for him. just waiting. 

people who read this might think that i'm a bitch simply cause of what they read here, but hey you don't know all of the shit i've been through.

wokayyyyyyz. friends like Cyn and people are starting school tomorrow. I NEED A JOB. rawrrrrrr.

kay off to play NIGHTCLUBCITY! (: 

i wanna make clothes. 

xoxo

still, it has always been you.