'3am

been getting headaches like they're free, and this morning wasn't any different. woke up to a pounding head, like those kinds people might have if they'd drunk way over their limit the night before and went to bed drunk, but i didn't. i'd be a tad more willing to bear this if i had, but instead i was doing this:

 

oovoo-ing with @genjifive at 3 am in the morning, 30km away. was testing out the webcam that daddy bought me. he's totally sweet cause he even picked out the design that he thinks that i'll like 'pink with leopard spots', and see it's really the thought that counts.

luv you daddy! hehe

so anyway, i've an exam at 3.45 later on and i feel so darn unprepared. shall go pop a panadol extra and do some more cramming.

oh yeah! i dyed my hair. and my parents haven't noticed the difference. HAHA there IS a difference tho. i'm pretty sure of that. oh well. my mum will probably think that i set out to defy her ways, cause she told me not to go any lighter than my previous hair color, and i did, not to get any other animals and i did, etc.

well i luv you too mummy! hehe

kbye to whoever's reading. <3


xoxo

He said he didn’t want to lose her. She fought back the tears and asked him if he wanted to keep her. To that, he had no response.

 (Source: 365thoughts, via downlovelane)

 

'Pom Pom's Pom.

i think one day, i'll really do something that my parents will kill me for. i really hope not, but i think i've really pushed it this time. definitely.

introducing the newest member of my family!

he doesn't have a name yet, I CAN'T DECIDE! he's a black pom and totally intelligent. he escaped from his pen last night thrice and came trotting over to look for me with a very self satisfied air about him.

Denise kept me company. it was really very coincidental luh! the seller we got him from sold him at a very cheap price, till we suspected that the dog had problems cause it was too cheap. shots all done + microchipping. bought the stuffs necessary blabla. super cute lo! it's damn guai only.

brought him to meet Roy, Wendy, Juncheng and Miffy! they brought her over and we tried to get them to socialize but Miffy was super fierce while (insert dogs name here) was super..... retarded? LOL idk. it just stood there blankly while Miffy was trying to attack it. and it refuses to walk! late bloomer i suppose.

i really hope this dog will be super obedient and stuff. and i hope it'll be a positive change in our lives?

okay i've really got to go sleep. exam later! goodnight <:

xx

'Go away.

removed my tagboard because it has way too many spammers. and when i mean spammers i mean the kind who goes 'hi nice blog/please blog more on such topics/can we be a friend/wanna take nude photos' etc.

took it off so it'll be much more difficult for those asshats to spam. am aware it's much harder for non-spammers to comment too, but please understand that you can always just click 'comment' below my posts if you really have something to say. i usually don't have many people commenting tho.

anyway, i've been feeling unwell for what seems like ever. gonna go rest somemore. (saturday night and i'm at home)

urg feeling f annoyed at him again. like wtf is your problem la. fuck. fei hua lian pian/tian. don't need you here if you don't want to be.

x

i think it's true. you'll only know as much of the next person you meet, as what they're willing to let you know.

'Hold on

 

photos from when Cyn and i went out the other day to catch a movie 'Going the Distance', starring Justin Long, Drew Barrymore and Cristina Applegate. thought it was really nice, though a little unrealistic? i guess to me relationships aren't really easy not to mention long distance ones. but then again, i have trust issues. so..... shrugs*

really need to get a decent camera. haven't taken photos in such a long while, save for the occasional camwhoring moments in toilets and what not.

think i'm falling sick. sleep isn't restful at all and i toss and turn aimlessly while dreaming of things that are lurking around in my subconscious. my throat hurts and my head feels heavy plus the bones in my body are killing me. i hate falling sick. and friends have been telling me 'you're always sick one la'. -.-

need some good websites to download songs. laptop got reformatted and it's so much faster and there's so much more memory space. (Y) absolute love.

shall go get some more rest before i meet Binghui later on. and maybe Cyn for some partying? i'm aware i need to study but i think what my body really needs is to go out. apparently i'm the kind of person who falls sick from staying at home. is there such a syndrome?

ttfn!


xoxo

ps: i don't know who i've become. 

'Riseup.

overnight i've become a vessel for should be secrets, and i'm torn between making the right choices or leaving bad decisions where they lie.

this song, i've played it on repeat cause i know you'd be listening to it too, one way or the other. but then i realize; this action ceased it's meaning long ago.

is it alright to continue doing things that go against your conscience as long as the truth isn't out? after all who would it hurt if ignorance is bliss?

this doesn't even begin to cover what's going on in my head right now. but i'm not unhappy, far from it. i'm great. but what would great mean without someone to share it with? nothing. then again, it could mean everything.

'Linking up.

i thought you were different, i really thought you were. i could be wrong, but then again, what the hell are the chances?

people really shouldn't wonder if i turn into even more of a cynical bitch than i already am.

one day down, thirteen more to go.