'Toy Story 3

watched this movie @AMK Hub with Cyn earlier on. it's damn good! caught it in 3d but should've watched the normal one instead cause the 3d glasses were just plain annoying after awhile.

i wonder if there will be a Toy Story 4, but this movie seemed pretty final as it is. mixed feelings about it cause i do look forward to seeing more of Woody and Buzz and the LGMs etc, but i find that movies shouldn't have too many sequels (?????) to it. like too much of a good thing?

this movie made me want to cry my eyeballs out and i kinda did. except that i stopped after awhile cause the lights went on and everything, but that melancholic feeling stayed with me till i reached Bec's place after -.-

anywayyyyyyy. Brazil v Netherland/ Uraguay v Ghana/ Germany v Argentina who what when ????? hahaha i think only Cyn will get this.

huat ah! hehe. got to get to bed already. it's 5:19am and i've got to wake up in 5 hours time. gg.

goodnight!

xoxo

ps: i miss you.

fuck it i hate blogger. tried uploading all the photos, but for some stupid reason it's all gone. NICE.

school tomorrow. not gonna waste time on this. HAHA goodnight.

'Knight and Day

 went to watch 'Knight and Day' yesterday with friends.

Tom Cruise kept acting like Willy Wonka. (idk if anyone else will get what i mean. but he seemed so robotic!) but it was kinda good actually, the movie. loved Cameron Diaz as usual. and one thing i really liked about the movie was the ending.

i think there're a lot of movies that are nicely planned out and have really good plots and would generally rate well with me except for the fact that they have endings that leave me feeling kinda unsatisfied.

going through a movie like that would be something like this. curiosity > anticipation > suspense > realization > suspense > -.- wtf what kind of ending is this? > unsatisfied.

or something like that. or maybe that's just me. but i really like this movie cause of it's ending. like so totally well rounded! plus it involves humor and what not which is always good. parts of it reminds me of those spanish novellas though. like when he walks through a fire of bullets (?????) (and doesn't get shot) and sweeps Diaz up in his arms and kisses her. but i think it's done on purpose to make people think that way (Y)

okay i really don't know why i'm rambling on about this movie when i really should be cleaning up my room > eating my dinner > getting ready to meet A/go drinking with friends.

and i'm on day 1 of my diet and i'm eating KFC for dinner.

xoxo

'All i ever wanted

i'm having that feeling, like i have a thousand things to say to someone but the words just won't come. it's nothing that confiding in friends will help, that's how bad it is.

i believe in sharing how i feel with my close ones cause keeping something bad in me is like letting something diseased just stay in me, letting it fester and grow. i spit it out and it goes away, little by little.

but this, it's something new. it's the kind of sadness that i know i can do nothing about, and i'm totally and utterly helpless.

it's the feeling of watching someone walk away and you know things could be different with another choice.

i can't expect to want the best of both worlds and actually be able to have my cake and eat it too. people make choices. people walk away.

i just wish you didn't have to go. honestly, i missed you like you wouldn't believe, and i do know that this is something you'd never know.

and somehow it's kinda killing me inside.

'Town and Photos from a fortnight ago

random meet up with Cyn at town earlier. walked around, did the usual stuff that girls do and headed to Starbucks after. D and Jerold met us and we waited for A to come before heading over to D's for a bit.

watched this damn gross pimple video that's so gross it's good. you get what i mean? okay maybe not. but the way the pimple burst was..... wow. i guess it's more of a cyst? but it makes you wonder where the hell he went and what the hell he did to get such a huge pimple on his back. good for when i feel like eating; cause i can just remember it and my appetite immediately goes away. (Y)

brought my dad's phone camera out and took a shit load of photos (at least for me). shall post it up when i'm ready. photos from NOH 2010 + Zouk two weeks ago hasn't been posted up yet.

Zouk tonight with the people. hope tonight's really gonna be a damn good night!

edited (decided to put in some photos cause i realized that this space is made up mostly of words words and more words.)

didn't take many photos cause my camera sort of died on me (faulty batteries?) and these were taken while waiting for the rest to arrive. oh yeah. there was this girl in the toilet who was damn random.

Cyn and I walks into the toilet
went up to the mirror*

girl suddenly approached us*
girl: Hi! can we take a picture together?

Cyn and I: stare at her, stare at each other* okay?????

poses with girl smiling in front of her camera*

flash goes, we look at her, she smiles at us and we exit the ladies.

-.- random much. wonder what she'll do with the photo though. post it on facebook?
one caption can be: "my friends and i!"
or a less positive one: "look at these ugly bitches i saw in the toilet."
or then again, it could be "hot girls i met in zouk!"


HAHAHAHAHA. just kidding.



 xoxo


ps: i wanna watch Karate Kid, and eat something that doesn't remind me of that giant pimple/cyst yuck ewwww.
pps: 'Angry Birds' is pissing me off damn badly. am googling for walkthroughs.

'R-E-S-P-E-C-T and Persians

wanted to blog about the same stuff as on Cyn's blog. in almost exactly the same way HAHA.and that was before i read her blog. great minds think alike! HAHAHAHAHA.

like that we caught 'Prince of Persia'. and that the actors in the show kept going about with American and British accents, and one of them totally sounded like Russell Brand. and i googled Persian language, and they obviously didn't speak in english. but whatever. just something random.

it was a good show though i didn't quite like the ending though it kinda made sense and all. spoiler* i mean if i were the lead male, i'd totally be frustrated that the girl totally didn't remember what happened? though if the story had a sequel he'd probably tell her, but there isn't one currently and that's why i was left feeling a little unsatisfied. HAHA good visuals though, really good.

anyway, wanted to blog about this too. the whole gender equality thing. i'm totally for the whole females and males are equal and should be treated with the same views and respect, though i know it's ironic because i do enjoy the perks of being female.

but the thing that really irks me was the way i was totally brushed off by this dude. went to this thai disco, and this manager person came over. (not sure if he's the manager cause there were quite a number of people working there wearing suits too but duh he's definitely not a waiter.) a friend introduced the group saying 'these are my friends', and that guy shook hands with all of the guys except for me. (coincidentally i was the only female that was with that group) aftermath, some friends and i concluded that he might have thought i was one of the thai girls (though i don't really think so and i guess it's just to ease the situation)

it really bothers me because he totally shouldn't have that view point (in which i'm assuming that he's being an asshole and not taking me seriously because i'm female). i mean he might have the opinion that females are lesser than males, simply because of the way the ladies there are paraded and used for entertainment. (again assumption) but then again, without these females, how would he be able to keep up with the place?

i mean i don't really care if that guy shakes my hand and acknowledges me, cause it really really doesn't matter, but the fact that he didn't just really annoyed me cause it did make it seem as if i were lesser than the guys. and it's not even once. he came over again and drank with all of them except for me. like HELLO?!

reason why i'm blogging about this is because too many cases of males taking females as the lesser gender when we're in modern society and females can do just about anything as well as males. (though the army part will be quite daunting for me) again, i say that this is ironic because i do enjoy perks of being a female, like being more protected and being taken care of, but hey i'm sure there're perks for being a guy too right? i just wish that people can treat the opposite sex with the equal amount of respect that they should have for every other human being that they might deem as an equal.

and it's really not right for me to judge him based on assumptions but i'm just calling it as i see it, his dismissive attitude and all. oh. and definitely i know that not all males are like that, and that there are pretty decent guys out there who treat women with respect and i know cause i've met a lot of them. (Y)


bloody long post. gratz to you if you actually read through it all. (:  long day tomorrow. night people!

xx

'If you could be an actual man

If I were a boy I think I could understand how it feels to love a girl i swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her cause I know how it hurts when you lose the one you wanted 'cause he's taking you for granted and everything you had got destroyed

/

But you're just a boy you don't understand and you don't understand, how it feels to love a girl someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her, you don't care how it hurts until you lose the one you wanted 'cause you're taking her for granted and everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

lyrics that echo how exactly i feel.

wanted to post stuff here, but decided it was too personal and took it down. sent what i had to say to him with a Fb message instead. the rest is up to him, but i know i won't be waiting too long.

can't help feeling disgusted. seriously. the rules you apply to me obviously don't apply to you, and yeah go ask girls out for all you want. if that makes you happy and fills you with contentment. ESPECIALLY to club. HAHA just tickles my soon-to-be-green-w -white-polka-dots toenails. you're just itching for a challenge aren't you?

disgusting piece of shit. not really referring to him, but just expressing the anger out in me. ha. think i'm gonna go crazy soon with all these conflicting feelings in me.

like sad + angry + disgusted + blablabla. great!

kay off to dota. byebye :D

'Broke and insistant

one minute left to blog, like literally, before i have to wash up and go to work.

so many things on my mind lately, and there's nothing much i can do about it. it's those kinda issues where it's either one way or the other, and maybe a 5% chance of a compromise?

like what i told Nut, i can't see myself not clubbing/going out to have fun etc. but i can't see myself without him either, and it's driving me nuts!

hahahahaha huge quarrel yesterday, which left me in tears and him very very pissed off. if only i could have the best of both worlds yeah? but i know, ima selfish girl.

okay enough of that. i wanna shop so badly! my wardrobe badly needs updating and i really need a new wallet plus cosmetics. my eyeliner is running out can you believe it?

kay it's three minutes past 5.30, and i'm so late. gotta run!


xx