i'm having that feeling, like i have a thousand things to say to someone but the words just won't come. it's nothing that confiding in friends will help, that's how bad it is.
i believe in sharing how i feel with my close ones cause keeping something bad in me is like letting something diseased just stay in me, letting it fester and grow. i spit it out and it goes away, little by little.
but this, it's something new. it's the kind of sadness that i know i can do nothing about, and i'm totally and utterly helpless.
it's the feeling of watching someone walk away and you know things could be different with another choice.
i can't expect to want the best of both worlds and actually be able to have my cake and eat it too. people make choices. people walk away.
i just wish you didn't have to go. honestly, i missed you like you wouldn't believe, and i do know that this is something you'd never know.
and somehow it's kinda killing me inside.
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