Wednesday, July 21, 2010

'Diary

"You will catch your partner cheating!"
.:

an app on facebook. how..... accurate? 

i don't know how to face myself anymore. you make me feel so fucking worthless. 

thank you to the friends i have with me, esp xm who sent me home just now. thank you very very much.

sometimes its too late when you say you wanna turn back.

i just don't understand how you can expect someone to love you for every single hurting thing you do, especially when it hurts to the fucking core. 

leaving things be might soothe things, but then again this is killing whatever i have left for us. 

i don't expect much, not the way you think i do. if you think you won't ever lose me, think again. now, these might all be words, but someday you might turn around and find out that i'm no longer trying to catch up with your footsteps. 


really, i don't know why so much happiness and sadness can be put into this relationship. 

neither do i understand why we can't talk about us and settle things properly. i'm only repeating all these words because you wouldn't take the time to listen. and isn't it easier to just either figure out what we must do to avoid going in such circles, or just end it? that has always been my perspective; that there's no point running away.


and i'm talking as if he'll know this. damn ironic that the possibility of this being read by everyone in this world is so much higher than the person it was actually meant for. 


i wish i can read your mind. though i think i'd pretty much not enjoy the things i'd see. 




hello, girl living in misery here. HAHA




ps: all relationships are the same when it comes right down to it. seen too many people get broken down recently. but then again, if there're no cracks, how does the light get in?



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