thunder and all the rest of my emotions

"starshine and clouds on high."

SICC-ed with the usuals today; kind of an epic day! the day where we sat from when the sun was bright in the sky, and ate till the sun disappeared from the horizon. that place has loads of memories with ..... just like everywhere i'll always be to. sucks. well.

the guys made use of the facilities, and i heard some nudie photos were taken! saw some of them, though not clearly. HAHA.

some unhappy stuff before all of us met up, but it's a personal thing; drop it.

Darren keeps saying i've become very skinny and all, and he keeps giving me that very worried look of his. not that skinny la, and i'm not anorexic or what it's just i don't have the apetite, and damn my face and legs just.won't.slim.down. damn!

anyway, i was supposed to meet up with Jay, but that ass always give me those kind of last minute information and stuff.

plaza aftermath, watched the guys play no.ball and billard, then bus-ed home with Mingkang.

like what Mk asked me 'so were there emotions rushing through you?' too too many.

got home, and couldn't resist the urge to contact him.

talked about some stuff, and i can't quite get the conclusion of it, though i did get some reassurance in a weird way, and some other in another.

but he's right. there's no need for me to keep chasing him now. we'll just take it one step at a time.


tired. D was supposed to come over, but the plan was cancelled cause my parents will U(@$)@)#I@, i think for now.

oh well.

Hongguo asked me to give him the photos after i edited them, so i guess i'm just editing them and putting 'em up on my lil space here. so grab it if you want sucker (:

and i have no tagboard, so he can't comment back. Haha!


alright off to upload them and start editing (:


xoxo
start afresh?

ps: three weekend confinement = three weeks inside. take good care of yourself dearest, though i don't think you'll be seeing this.