Dreamer

cancelled everything i just said, like the five or so messages i composed and didn't manage to send.

read quite a few/some articles online just now, and they really make me feel super inspired.

i want to lead my own life. working/studying, with or without him. seriously, i think this whole experience was a lesson from God.

to make me learn, and all. and now i've really learnt a lot of things that i've never known. like how to trust someone, how to be independent, how not to be obsessive, and just let things be.

i'm learning still, i am.

i don't want to regret anything, cause i've always been a person who says 'i don't have any regrets.' though i do think that a lot of things could have been done differently.

ima give it one last shot. one last one. God help me please?. <3 .


and..... i miss a lot of things, and yet i don't miss a lot of other things.

i think i know what to say now.

off to shit. need some relaxing therapy. and shitting makes me feel goooooooood. (: HAHA. sounds sick. but it is relaxing.



perhaps back to edit!