torn.

"please, don't leave me, always say that i don't need you, but it always come right back to this, baby, please don't leave me.'

that's the song playing on 98.7 fm when i switched to it on Okto.

strange the way things have been going.

and i guess all it takes is one word from the right person to sway all the convictions you've had, to break it all down.

am feeling..... stressed, weary, helpless, confused, amongst all the other angst ridden feelings i have that i'm just going to leave un-analyzed.

i do know i shouldn't listen to that, cause i guess it's different now, but still in some ways, the logic is still the same. the same damn one.

and sometimes it's easier to look at the problem at the surface, when the problem doesn't belong to you.

too many words i want to write, shall turn to my diary instead. i'm so sorry, i really am.

not for what you think, but what i may do.

i've got my own reasons, so please understand me, don't judge, and..... i can take care of myself. alright?

okay it sounds dramatic, but nothing soon la, (:

bye.



xoxo
to the words i've wanted to say

ps: i still stand by what i said. 'i'll be by your side', no matter what happens, and you'll never be alone. 'i might not be able to help much, but what i can do to help, i will.' i swear it.