my first regret.

these few days have been exhausting. especially last night and today.

rain rain and more rain. subbed Sebastian (Bec's) at Oriental, and i didn't have to work initially, but ..... yeah.

found out that i'm totally not cut out for Oriental kind of work, and found out that humans are quite nice when you break down completely.

headed to Sebastian's house after and spent the entire day solving stupid problems. entirely drained, like seriously.

last night was..... horrible.

but yes, i survived the night. and i'm going to survive other nights like these.

Thank God for good friends, i love each and every one of you. thank you very very much. <3 style="font-style: italic;">xoxo
you're my hearts desire.

ps: baby, i miss you. i really really, do.


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fool. your heart broke again.

again, again again again, and again. this.hurts.so.motherfuckingly.bad.